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i'm in great tension n i know for what.these days i'm thinking a lot,for everything.

all soughts of negative thoughts are coming into my mind. about my career,my family,my future. i think i'm not able to deal with it.i'm overburdened.

sooner or later im going to die of diabetes.fuck man.

i'm trying to improve everyone rather improving myself.

i dont want to think but i think that too a lot.

its not dat i dont know about myself or about my negative points.

i'm living with a guilt of not able to serve my country,family.

i'm not loyal to myself.

right now i'm listening "no joy in mudville"

i want to sleep but i'm not able to..............

will i be able to crack this shell,it's hardnut.

i think i'm in obsessive compulsive disorder

I want to focus on ...............