Mind is beyond comprehension . You will be wondering why your mind is thinking in that particular direction and you won't be able to find an answer . Sometimes I think it's futile to think about all that . Mind receives some signal from external agents and then it gets transferred to heart . Poor heart has to bear all the pressure, it has to behave as our mind wants it to perform . Or is it other way around , is it the heart which is doing all this ? I really don't know who is the initiator. And you know, after sometime these eyes try to share heart's burden by shedding few tears. Sometimes these vocal cords try to release this pressure by shouting . And if one is not able to do that then a big sigh helps. Right now, I am going through this process . This process has reached heart .I think eyes are ready to shed tears . People are there around me, what should I do right now ..? And tears fall . Left eye and then right eye . Now I am asking to myself ' Are you happy now ? ' Then suddenly this thought crosses my mind ' Am I not being too rude / harsh on myself ? ' . I feel the answer is yes . I am relating and identifying myself with materialistic objects, and then when I am not able to satisfy my ego I am feeling bad about it .
This is some kind of madness .
