Randomness

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I don't know what am I doing here, what am I going to write and what am I thinking. It's all random. Random like life. Yes, life, at least to me, looks like some random thing to me. Random because it has no fixed shape, no fixed destination ( I know we all are going to die one day and all that bullshit ) and many such aspects. Is life bitch because Karma is bitch or Is life bitch because we behave like bitch..? I don't have any answers, I only have my own set of questions( which are also random). How random is everything..? Isn't..? Randomly our parents met. Randomly some sperm got selected and randomly we came upon this planet. Randomly we met few people in our life. And randomly that special person too. Yes, everyone has that random but special one in their life. And randomly things go upside down and randomly you end up writing on some blog, some random shit at some random nocturnal hour.

BUT somethings are fixed. Some very important aspects of our life are fixed. Some of our decisions ( actually most of them) are fixed because we are compelled to take them. Randomness is bliss. And this is not liked by them. By 'THEM' I mean this society, it's members,all societal cliches and many such related things.

Ok. I think I should stop writing here. Otherwise I will start writing the same old story. You know what I mean..;)

Sunday Morning

After a long time I am writing something on this blog and I feel good about it(atleast something to feel good about).I have been writing a lot for past few months(mail drafts) and now I can very well say that I feel comfortable while writing.

I am sitting in a boring room,and it's another Sunday morning.When I woke up this morning,I felt the same nausea which I have been witnessing for the last three months.I felt like going back to sleep again and calm myself but I did not work.Then I went to watch Vh1,as it was Sunday,they were showing Vh1 classic.And my day started with Kurt Cobain's, 'Come as you are',it was followed by Jeremy,Pearl Jam.Then I went into the kitchen to make my breakfast,and I saw a black color lizard on the gas burner and felt like catching it by its tail but refrained from doing so because I can't start my morning with a lizard.And now I am sitting here thinking, how to waste my time.

I don't want to talk about theories, feelings,hypothesis,people,politicians,corruption,past,present,future,not even a single abstract idea.Still I don't know what is following me,what am I following to.Ok,I guess someone is on the door.

Am I NFMS??

Its Ok...Next Time

One has to pay for one’s mistakes and I realised this on 12^th January.The happiness of getting placed vapourised in no time.I have degraded myself to a new level,the level which is below abyss,beyond imagination.

Everyone is trying to sympathize with me (but the mockery is obvious).I am tired of these lines”Koi nahi yaar ho jaayega”.I have started getting a feeling that I will not be victorious.I am clueless.

Yesterday I was going through some articles on TIME and I found some inspirational stuff...

असफलता एक चुनौती है, इसे स्वीकार करो...

क्या कमी रह गयी, देखो, और सुधार करो....

जब तक ना सफल हो, नींद, चैन, को त्यागो तुम....

संघर्षों का मैदान, छोड़ कर मत भागो तुम...

कुछ किये बिना ही जय-जयकार नहीं होती....

कोशिश करने वालों की कभी,, हार नहीं होती....

My boat will sail across the sea...lOl.

T A L I S M A N

 
Need of Gandhi or need to rediscover Gandhi.
In this new age,we cannot blindly follow the
aesthetic path of Mahatma Gandhi.
Times have changed ,so the people have changed.
Whenever I go through the writings of Marx,
I find a subtle simililarity between Bapu and Marx thinking.
Today UN,USA but not India are trying to show their
reverance for Gandhi.
Gandhi by no means held a perfect vision or should
be considered a apostle of peace.
But he was the first to consider his faults and tried
to alter the repurcussions(although failed to do so).
We have to learn a lot from this person.Idea,belief,
faith,imperfect vision,almost everything.
A close look at his principles show that his relevance
is greater now than it ever was.
His impeccable resilience to fight all odds,his economic
approach and his altruism.

Growing avarice,intended loathe,continuos bloodshed,unequivocal

opulence needs to be stopped.

The whole idea behind KHADI inspired me to write this article.
Even great economists like Smith,Marx,Keynes
couldn't think of it but Gandhi.
He didn't believe in the standard cliches of social life like casteism,imperialism,capitalism etc.
He was no pedagouge but a follower of a dictator,voice of his conscience,the SELF.
His dream was free and stable INDIA but we have repeatedly
failed him in many ways.
Todays farmers are a true example of THE MAN WITH A HOE
and we are responsible for it.
Contemporary notion of good governance was refused to
obey always.
He was not a critique of modernity but a follower of modernity.
He was in favour of upliftment
of womens in society,against all kinds of social discrimination
and wanted to have control over one's destiny.


The world would be a much fairer,happier and prosperous
place to live if Gandhian principles were
included in the fundamental principles of World Constitution(dream).

"Categorically speaking,One day we will change the world"



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In the name of Poor

Most of the inclusive policies are always implemented in the name 

of helping the poor.The poor are certainly not benefitted although its in the name of poor.

I would like to take a simple example of Maharashtra Govt.'s

scheme to subsidise production of alcohol from foodgrains,its

ironial that people are starving for foodgrains.

The government claims that the scheme will benefit farmers.

This policy will fetch better prices for their crops.UPA II's main

objective was to bring PDS system as soon as possible but nowhere

I can see its probability or possiblity.

The foodgrain that is used for alcohol can be used for feeding poor

people.India ranks pretty high in the hunger index,a survey carried

out by United Nations.

These policies are exclusively drafted for investments without keeping

in mind the situation of farmers.

I forgot to mention that the needy people get rotten grains while the

good grains are used for production of alcohol.

One more drop of blood I spill, one more drop of blood you take....

Imbibing Eurpoean Values
Jose Manuel's drunk,
he himself is very much imbibed with
european values.In his thoughts,all the
credit should go to europe for globalisation.
Especially the emergence of India n China is
because of europe n we should learn more
from them...as if they are our forefather.
How can Jose be such a fool?
Seriously that answer lies with him
(I'm chuckling)...
He states that europe has
multilateralism in their DNA,do they?...
.I hope Europeans would also not agree
with him.I think teaching asians is not in their
purview,they should try to take lessons from
Asians.Recently IMF consulted Indian central bank
for its policies,both fiscal n monetary taken during
recession. Why does Jose want to become a laughing
stock by saying that europe is uniquely suited to take
leadership role.Short term memory,i must say...has he
forgotten the recent EU elections..hidden rivalry
between France n Germany...leadership which allows
everything but muslims.
In my opinion Europe decisions are not
independent,infact under the influence of USA's imperialist
hegemony.Asians dont want such values,imbibing them
is too far to think.In post crisis world its the asian values under 
consideration.World has experianced the repecurssions of
blindly following americans,huh american idiots....We are not
proud of WTO n we are not going to accept the terms laid down in it.
Its sheer hypocrisy n we condemn it outrightly.

TIME WARP

Do souls speak?

If they, then what is the language?

Will i be able to understand that?

Spathe of questions but no answer,

that's the irony.We are celebrating

diamond jubliee i.e. the 60th RE-PUBLIC day.

Normally we take retirement at this age either

voluntarily or forcibly.

Are we going to retire?

If yes,then please carry on......else hear the voice of your soul.

Souls are pure.

Today I asked my friend Anu,"How did u celebrated republic day?"....

He said" Yaar aaj divya ke saath muvie dekhi".

And he didn't forgot to tell me about the sale in ganj mall.

But suddenly a thought came to my mind,what did i do?
Answer= Nothing.

I watched parade,aussie open,tuned to some patriotic songs

n gone out to watch tri-colour lights.

It seems as if i am retired..

Do I?

Atleast give some time to your country...that was the voice...this time its heard.